You

Your eyes they pierce right through me
Knowing my deepest of darkest secrets
I surrender myself to you and your presence
You make me free myself from the darkness

Telling you all my thoughts and dreams
That's what I want from you, and you alone
The walls surrounding me are high and thick
And only you are the one I want to let in

Yet your thoughts are sometimes far from me
Break through my walls, I'll let you in
The darkness will turn into bright red sun
Bruised and bleeding, yet ready to heal

Silver lined clouds

You catch me like a habit without a blink
Your claws burning through my skin
Hearing the deafening wind in my sensitive ears
As you take me away to another place
Throw me down to a cracking of concrete
Hearing it break, as you force me to my knees
I am a captive of my own dark thoughts
Hues of reality vanish in a darkened mass
Holding me down, blood stained knees
This mind of mine is an ice cold place
Stealing my mind from the cage I've made
You will never stop, until you see me drop
But I will not succumb to your ice cold grip
I will not surrender to you, my dark mind
I can see the silver lined clouds in the distance
Struggling my way to freedom from your big claws

Beautiful to me

You are my light
My beautiful princess
Never out of my sight
My blood and flesh

All your little giggles
So beautiful for me
All you little wiggles
I want to see

Your playful wakeful eyes
Your innocent little mind
Thinking I'm so wise
You are my child, so kind

Vase

Driving me crazy
These thoughts in my head
Will not stop, until I'm dead

Rose petals on the floor
Blood stained glass
Fragile broken vase

Soul

Written in stars bright as daylight
The darkness of my mind in sight
The doors to my soul closed
For all except the proposed

I bear my soul and my heart
Yet I might be nothing but a chart
My soul is black like the chilling night
And yet I'm just a thought with no flight

Want to be the center of you universe
Yet I feel like I am just your curse
The centre of my heart you are
Yet I feel that you are so far

Seasons

In the deepest of rivers
And the darkest of seas
I want to lie there awake
Until I live again
And if I don't wake
A better place this would be
What I've become is dead to me
Losing all that is dear to me
The rivers will sweep away all the tears
The oceans will drown all the sorrow
Everything have a season
Some just end sooner than other
The season is over, it is done
Until the life I am craving comes

If only people knew

If only people knew

If only people could understand me

The complexity of my disabled mind

I feel lost in my own disabled mind

As i try to figure my own life out

If only people knew the real me

But at the same time, I don't either

I am misunderstood, miss dont't know any good

Fighting my way trhough this "beautiful" mess

 They think they know me, think they understand

All these feelings drifting in my heart

I try to be the very best i can be

But it's not enough for them, or me